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Where do I start
Lying on a blanket underneath the stars
With your head on my chest
I always liked that best

I hate how times flies
I still think back sometimes
'Bout your lips on my neck
I always liked that best

That time we took a ride
Ended up down by the river side
Soft touch wet kiss
I always liked that best

I like the way you used to hold me
I like the way you came to know me
You came to know me well well well

Falling to sleep
Wearing your shirt 'cause it smelled so sweet
Who could forget
I always liked that best
Or losing my heart every time you sang to me on your guitar
"Lady in Red"
I always liked that best

I like the way you used to hold me
I like the way you came to know me
You came to know me well well well

I could go on
So many things I miss now that you're gone
Your love oh yes
I always liked that best

[	mood	|	cold	]
[	music	|	What I Really Meant to Say - Cyndi Thomson	]

last nite i finished watchin the womens college world series and michigan won dang it! i was so goin for ucla cause they have always been my favorite team. and even tho they had won 11 before and michigan had never won one nor had a team from the east ever won i was still mad lol. they won 4-1. ucla won the first game and michigan won the next 2. oh well tho

what i really meant to say is im dyin here inside and i miss you more each day there's not a night i havent cried and baby here's the truth, im still in love with you. yea thats what i really meant to say

i went to the pool today...jonathan emily and jamie were there..then keliea showed up and it started rainin and everyone had to get out cause it was thunderin..we were gonna leave and then decided to stay so we could get back in just incase it stopped and i made jonathan stay with me lol. we got back in and jonathan jumped in..without payin and we all had to get back out within like 3 minutes of gettin in. and jon was like dude i just payed 4 dollars and i dont get to swim..i was like watever no u didnt even pay. oh well i had fun swimmin in the rain for a lil while at least. finally when it was rainin real hard kelieas mom came and got us all. and as i was runnin out to the car both my sandals got stuck in the mud so i had to take them off and run barefooted. lol got home and ate and now im sittin here doin this. wow im real bored. i have to go to gymnastics 2nite..buh i hate it lol not really but i dont wanna go tonite..i could go out and have fun but instead i have to go to lexington and tumble..i could quit the squad but i really love it so im not gonna do that. i should probably be gettin in the shower right now and gettin ready since we have to leave at 615 but i dont want to. im lazy i kno..ive already been told that today ha ha but i dont really care. but i am gonna quit this update cause im out of things to talk about and its gettin gay. holla, yo

*hugs and kisses*

[	mood	|	crushed	]
[	music	|	How Do I Live - Trisha Yearwood	]

&& when the stars fall i will lie awake, y0ur my sh00ting star!

went to the pool today. keliea was there and justin came by. whoop whoop lol. me and keleka swam and layed out and got dark lol. the hms cheerleaders had practice up there. oh i dont like some of them! lol but oh well that aint nuthin to talk about on here. im real bored right now. i prolly need to get in the shower so we can go eat but i dont wanna so i aint right now.

right now im like in a sad depressing country music mood and i dont kno y. lol im like sad and idk y. i shouldnt be but i am. i kno im weird but i get in these moods sumtimes..the ones where u could cry for days and not think nuthin about it..but i kinda like em.

okay im done with this update..maybe i should find a quiz lol...ive done like 6 in 2 days but oh well...imma look for another one. holla, hoes

*hugs and kisses*

[	mood	|	distressed	]
[	music	|	For You I Will - Monica	]

ya kno wat? i wish that one time i could just sleep for days and nobody bother me. i would feel so much better. but that will never happen so y am i wishin? lol

i will cross the ocean for you, i will go and bring you the moon. i will be your hero, your strength, anything you need. i will the sun in your sky. i will light your way for all time. promise you, for you i will!

gah i love this song! i also love, u got it bad-usher. imma put those lyrics up at the end of this cause im cool like that. ha ha once again today i will be going to the pool with my brother. keliea better go or we mite not go cause i aint goin up there and sitten by myself.   i did some crunches last nite lol. imma get those abs even if it takes all summer. i need them!!

me and brianna discovered that me and her are almost exactly alike lol. thats weird considerin we just became friends this year. idk its kool tho. i love ya girl! well now imma put those lyrics up. holla hoes

Oh, no, no, no, no, no...

When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go

I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars
(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy
(I do it just cause I'm...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know
I really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can

See I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad...hey

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

{breakdown}

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

[	mood	|	dorky	]
[	music	|	Heartbreaker(Remix) - Mariah Carey	]

okay i used to never update and now im updatin every time i get on lol. weird i kno. ive mostly been doin quizzes..because i looove them lol. me and brianna are weird that we do all the quizzes we can find..but oh well make fun of us we dont care! ha ha

heartbreaker u got the best of me but i just keep on comin back excessively. oh why did u have to run this game on me i should have known right from the start that you'd go and break my heart

i went to the tannin bed 2nite. woo im gettin dark, yo. i would really like to be alot darker but imma get there. prolly not until summer is over and then it will be pointless but oh well. lol im real bored and ive done enough quizzes and a song for the nite so idk wat else to do. guess i have to actually update haha. i need to start goin to the park and workin on pitchin and hittin. imma get so behind for fall-ball. im wantin to learn how to slap hit from the left side. whoop whoop. it will be hard but imma do it. im also gonna do situps everynite and get abs of steel. yea rite....i dont think i will have the patience to get abs. i want em but i want em in one nite not over time and that wont happen even tho it would be pretty amazing..id be real fit lemme tell ya. imma get there tho..ill be skinny soon. and have abs of steel. while im in the mood i guess i should go do situps right now. hollaz

*hugs and kisses*

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mood

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sad n0w that i read that lol

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this song is like my sad depressing when i feel like crying song...

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

[	mood	|	cranky	]
[	music	|	my br0ther's stupid m0vie 0n...	]

     you could be my anti-depressant. I'd like to try something new. And you'd think by now I would have learned my lesson, but I'd still like to overdose on you.

well..me and brianna are back friends but now matt hates us both cause he still thinks he did absolutely nuthin wrong in this whole thing. no he only told me that they were over when they werent and made me go after him so she would hate me and he only changed her whole life..the whole way she is isnt her..he changed it but no he is perfect! uhh i hate him! and after all this he is still tryin to get with me.  wat the fuck! that aint gonna happen. i really dont want anything to do with him and if he reads this and goes off on me in a comment who fuckin cares!

okay im done with that lol. im better! yay. now i can go to the pool. keliea and meg will be up there so it wont be completely boring. im real hungry to but i dont wanna eat...im fat enough already lol.

this is a special thing right here:  JONATHAN MULLIKIN I LOVE YOU! lol u better like that 2!

okay...i g2g fix my brother sumthin and take a shower so we can head to the pool. holla!

*hugs and kisses*